I hope everyone had a safe and fun Christmas and New Years.

For my New years resolution I am going to do many more art related projects. One of them being a Monday picture. This is where I draw a different picture every monday just so I can keep myself in line and not slack off anymore. Plus you will be seeing more zombie related pictures coming up soon....as soon as I fix my new pc that I got for christmas. >.<
Also I am going to be bringing back some old stuff, Teen Titans! Anyways I am looking forward to 2010 and I will see you guys in the new years! Drink responsibly and drive safely!

Wolf~

Okay, I know you guys that watch me are either wondering two things, did she die and does she still draw anything good? Well I can answer the first, but the second you have to figure out for yourself.
I am not dead yet! Nor will I roll over and die.
I've had a rough couple of months and have been trying desperately to get over a few things in my life. One is my constant almost overwhelming feeling of shame. I am ashamed of a lot of things in my life and it has affected my drawing, making it harder and harder to concentrate or even think. And because of this constant shame, I am almost constantly angry. I don't know if I have shown my anger much on DA, but I have elsewhere.
Another thing is, my last girlfriend is now just my friend, and I had a hard time...and I mean a hard time trying to think of her as just a friend. I miss her like hell but I am finally starting to move on.

So after months of trying to fix all this I am slowly picking myself up. Its like being hit 5 times in world of warcraft and having to wait on the rez timer....great analogy there!

But during these months I have been working on an idea on paper about a book I am trying to write. It is called "Plagued Flesh."
The story takes place after the predicted 2012 disaster...only probably not in the way anyone would have predicted it....with ZOMBIES!
The story follows a group of survives trying to find the so called "paradise" in the zombie infested america. They must battle zombies, mutations of the zombies, and other survives that have become insane...all while trying to stay sane themselves.

It is kind of based off of Left 4 Dead in there being different types of zombies, but I am trying so hard to make them original. >.< However, not having seen many zombie movies....I can only think of two I have seen. Shaun of the Dead and Zombieland (har har I hate horror movies!). So I am asking you guys for help. I have a few zombies I wanna run by you, however no pictures of them yet.

Here are the ZTs! (zombie types)
Slugs: Slow moving, mindless zombies. Not very dangerous, but it is best to avoid a huge group of them.
Sprinters: faster moving zombies that can run for short distances. A bit more dangerous then slugs.
Wall Hunters (commonly referred to as Frogs): Zombies with extremely long prehensile tongues that can jump from building to building or tree to tree in search of prey. These zombies have a very keen sense of smell, touch, and hearing. They can usually detect the living 2 miles away. Much more dangerous then slugs and sprinters.
Shriekers: Another dangerous zombie...this one lets out a scream if you startle it and the closer you are to it the more damage it does to you with its voice.
And finally,
The Panzer: The most deadly of all the zombies, for this one is rarely seen...It travels by itself, and if it manages to find prey, they usually never live. Little is known about these zombies for that reason.

So tell me what you think so far, and based off your opinions I will either change or keep the same....ALSO I must say my poll makes me laugh because one person actually choose Edward. You've made me lawl.

Anyways I am off to work a little, can't wait to see what you all think!

Wolf~

So it seems I have a bad habit of not finishing what I start. I had so many awesome ideas years ago and now I have none or lost interest...it does make me very sad after seeing how people loved one of my comics and I stop, then I start another then stop...my watchers must be getting tired of that.
I will honestly say though it is not my fault. I've been trying to get better about that, but obviously hasn't been working well. I've had stuff come up in Real Life to make me...well...a little less then adequate.
Maybe my problem is....I am not finishing those projects.
I've been thinking about starting up some of my old stuff again. And see how you guys like it in my new style. Its not that big of a change, just got better at what I can do.

I will see what I can do and how you guys like it.
Because...like I said...I feel bad about giving then taking....so I will make it up to you all.

Okay, so I must confess that the first Anime I ever watched was Sailor Moon. This was back when it was on Cartoon Network and was horribly dubbed. BUT! I have started watching it again in Japanese and might I say, it is soooo much better in Japanese. Anyways, what I wanted to say is my favorite character of all time is Sailor Uranus/Haruka. She is everything I always wanted to be, strong, confident, and has a sexy girlfriend
But today I wound a track from one of the Sailor Moon parody soundtracks that is just making me fall out of my chair laughing.
The scene starts out with her driving her car and she almost hits a man on accident. He gets a sprained ankle and says if he cant make it to his part time job he will get fired to which Haruka says she will stand in for him. He is very grateful and then she asks what he does....in the next scene she is yelling at the top of her lungs trying to sell fish to people. So she is doing pretty well at this and it scares her that she is so good at it.
Then Usagi and Rei show up, or Sailor Moon and Sailor Mars, and they see Haruka and Haruka starts to freak out saying "No no no I just am doing this for some guy its not my real J-" But Usagi interrupts her saying that she understands and wont change her opinion of her then runs off very quickly with Rei. The Haruka sighs and a costumer asks for a fish which she quickly response to and in her mind she wonders why her body does this so naturally....then she screams in her mind. The scene ends with Michiru/Sailor Neptune saying "You really are charming even when you work at a fish Store." She is obviously watching from afar as she says this.

The next scene, however, is what is making me laugh so hard.
Once again Haruka is driving her car and once again almost hits someone. She makes sure they are fine before they saying they are worried about their part time job. She offers to stand in for them and hesitantly asks what they do. The guy replies "Waitress for a gay bar." At this, Haruka starts to panic and says "NO WAY, I can't do that!"
And they guy quickly replies saying that she is charming and that she will work tonight! Then he apparently jumps on her to keep her from running away. and you can just hear the desperation in her voice as she yells "Let me go! No No Let me go!!!" and that is the end of that scene....I swear to you its the funniest thing I have ever heard mainly because in the Anime Haruka rarely shows this kind of emotion...the very embarrassed type of emotion that is. And to hear her trying to get away from this guy was just so wonderful. Its so great to hear these sort of thing because of how awesome she is in the anime.

*Sighs* Need sleep now....night night!

Okay, once again sorry for the lack of updates, still in the rut and trying to work on making my artwork better. *Is such a critic to my own stuff*

But the other night I watched Twilight and I gotta say, never felt like my brain was going to melt more...I read a little of the series as well and I can't finish it. It is just....too stupid.
I'm sorry if I am stepping on the toes of Edward lovers all around, but come on....I feel very sad for our generation who seem to be in love with the series, but its just....someone shouldn't break up with you if you are nothing like Edward. Yes some guy got his heart broken because he was nothing like Edward. How sad is that?

You don't hear about break ups because the person isn't like Harry Potter do you? if you do send me the link I wanna laugh at that too.

In other news, I am deeply obsessed with Harry Potter at the moment and want to desperately do some artwork of certain passages in the books and stuff like that, but like I said before I need to refine my technique. But I am getting closer. If anyone has any tips on some refining I would appreciate it.

Well thats all for my rant and news. I'll be back later!

BTW! WoW stole my life cause I am a healer and people need me DDX!!!